In Memories of David Thong

I miss you still......

2006-10-12T00:49:00.000+08:00

It's been a year... I still can almost hear you talk to me... Just like the old times on the phone, talking about where to yum cha, where to go... Sometimes when I feel like asking you something, my sub-conscious mind tell me to call you... To me, you never left...

I know you'll look over me, over all of us...

We'll meet again... When my time is up... Till then....

Love,
Mei Peng

A note from Claudine...

2006-10-04T13:43:00.000+08:00

Dearest David

It's nearly a year now that you have left us. I hope youre doing great wherever you may be. I have been back to Malaysia twice this year but did not have the courage to pay yourself a visit. I hope you liked the roses and card I sent you. I miss you very much David. I miss hanging out with you. I miss dialling your number on my cellphone. I miss your voice and your laughter. I miss your whinings. I miss your silliness. I miss everything we have shared together. You are a very good friend, David...and I will never ever forget you nor the footprints you planted in my heart. I wish you well my old buddy. Be happy and you know, I love you. *huGs*

With all my love,
Claudine

David's Blog

2006-04-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

Dear family members of David Thong i given thee his login/pass as you asked me but recently my visit to his blog site. Looks like David's blog becoming a advertising site. I'm sorry Vincent you'll have to get your own blog site and your very own MSN ID. I know this is not for me to decide but i think majority of David's friend would prefer it. So lets keep this site about David Thong and friends only.

Changes i've made had lost some old infomation like friends blog links. Those who are friend of David i'll know if you want to add your Blog link to this site do so by emailing me at sephiroh@hotmail.com. I've removed all the advertising stuff and ads pop up script.

As for David friends i know this is much of a suprise sometimes being a friend doesn't just include knowing him for years. David trusted me with his login/pass and i've never thought i would have to do this today. I hope you all understand what i'm doing here and hope i've not dissapointed any of you. I would like to be straight forward to everyone including those that David has told me stories about. In his previous company he worked in he didn't get a 6 months pay so i hope you're human enough to approach David's family and give to them. I would also like you all who think David as a friend and write a letter from your heart in how you remember him which i will have it posted up here. Like how Suzanne and Derrick did.

Sometimes we think back of him and sometime we think we should not have let him do things we know will harm his health. I guess we can't change a person mind by just telling him besides every beginning has an ending. I guess his fate is not as lucky as some of us. I hope his death will not go in vain which has teach us not to poison ourself with smokes and drinking. Well good luck and best of wishes to you all in crafting your future.

*David i miss the days we used to have coffee and talk of our past and i can't thank you most for being the best friend i've known for 12 years.*

Regards,
Crash^Brn aka Jeffery

Blessed New Year to all who read this blog...

2005-12-31T21:59:00.000+08:00

Year 2005 is esp a hard year for the Thong family and i dont really know what to say but to Praise the Lord anyway!!!!

Its tough,sitting here in the computer room where my late bro used to sit for hours playing his fav online games and here iam in the same room..trying to write something on 'his' blog...all i can say its a tough year for everyone...trying to think of something good happen that year..

but what i wanted to say is bad things do happen to good people.Sometimes we just dont understand why it happen this way but in reality it does.

Its funny that all i can ever think of is all the negetive things that has happen that year...my family income was down to more than 50% lost of income,family car got collided with another car and cost us $$$,another incident with a motorcycle's that gives us more stress..then my grandma was terminally ill and passed away follow by my bro David few months down the road!!!!- [EDITED]-pls see previous post.

You know i always misunderstand him why he worked as a 'event manager' (must be pretty good pay) but never once take some money home.. i assume that he had gone to the 'wild' side..Spending his money lavishly..ect... How wrong i have been!!.Ever since he work for them and the group that he hang out with he started to drink ..partly because of break ups with gf.. i've heard but partly because of finance too..i remember he actually got pretty drunk (drinks was paid by the company) and arrived home at about 4am one night and i've never seen him like this b4..how my heart hurts for him, i wish i know whats wrong but we never communicated..all i can do is to pray for him silently..while he's asleep..

Anyway his sickness really takes its toll this year not just on his own life but financially on the family.

I remembered begining (after the car accident somewhere around feb-april) that year 2005 for some unknown (or known) reason i begin to prayed esp hard for my family, was waking up at 4-5am and praying for like an 15min-half an hour a day. Later when i read about Dave roberson book on 'walk of Spirit walk of power' i begin to pray in tongues almost everyday.

Well since you prayed so hard ,why bad things still happened ? To be honest iam asking the same question myself. But consider this:

-my Grandma gives her live to Jesus Christ b4 she passed away to glory

- the day b4 my Bro david major surgery,God in His mercy sent a couple from indonesia ministered to him and me,my family together we prayed the classic sinners prayer.They are there at the hospital to meet us everytime my bro went in and out of hosp during midnight crisis.They never slept! They talk to my bro and later i've found out that my bro did confess to them he wanted to change,God will help him change and a second chance.Also during david's stay at the hospital ive seen lots of christian prayed for him. Surely God will do a miracle ,so many prayers!?
Well He did , He took my bro who is now in a better place than me. But can God healed him? Yes He can but i guess He knows what's best for my bro. Only God knows our futures and what will become of my bro if he lives on in this lives ? Only God knows.

Even though God did not answered my prayers the way i wanted to, i will keep on praying.
You know what is the hardest part in praying?When watching someone you loved sliping away.. and saying at the same time ' Lord i praise You, everything is in your hands,ive have done all i can according to what i know and i surrender everything into Your Hands' Still hoping somewhere that a miracle will happen and my bro raised up.God is Just. My bro will indeed raised up but not according to my own timing.

a prayer - 'Jesus Christ i commit my late bro David to you,i let him go and let You take over,death and life is in your Hands,You are righteous,fair and just in Your dealings' amen.

Year 2006 is here and only God knows what lies ahead of us.Dont let events caught you by supprise.If you're a christian but have stop praying ,pray now.Stop fooling around,gives your lives to Jesus Christ!!We can't save ourselves only Jesus can saved you cus He took your place and received the punishment that is supposely on you.For those who are not christian - Jesus Christ IS THE only Way the Truth and the Life. Jesus receives ALL those who come to Him but you need to do just one thing .. humble yourself,confess your sins and give your life to Him and follow Him.He will received you and will not reject you.

No iam not asking you to 'receive' or 'accept' or even 'believe' in Him ..even the devil 'believe' that God exits and tremble doesn't need your 'acceptance' simply because He is not having a inferiority complex.. in need of ppl accepting Him.He doesn't need your 'receiving' cus weather you receive Him or not makes no difference to Him. But God wants your very live and heart, so that he can saved you from destruction,not damaging yourself and others around you and change you.

Blessed New Year !!! I can hear fireworks outside my house ... Well i wish all of you in good health,peace,prosper in every area of your life esp in the area of knowing God.

'A prayer for New Year 2006 - 'Lord Jesus Christ i know iam not perfect and iam a sinner trying to change with my own strength but couldn't,i know that You died for me on the cross so that i can have the strength to change and turn away from sin and start doing the right things in life.This year 2006 at this very moments i give my life to YOU, i surrender my life to You,filled my heart with Your love,give me your strength so that i can face what is ahead.Give me Your strength to change.From now onwards 2006 i will follow You all the way.Thank you for dying on the cross for me and taking away my sins,thank You for You have shed Your blood on the cross for me so that i can have life more abundantly.

Heavenly Father i thank You that you loved me so much and You have sent Your Son Jesus Christ to died on the cross for me in exchange for my sin and condemnation and giving me life, In Jesus name i pray,amen.

a FULL MONTH for baby ALEX :))

2005-11-14T15:48:00.000+08:00

yup..time sure flys..its already a month since Alex was born and i just couldn't believe it.. one month gone..it was just like yesterday when Alex was born in Assunta...we have a great celebration at my house..closed relatives,friends,,my friend your friend..cramp into the house and baby Alex just slept right thru..and yes theres food..all the food was cook by my mom..she single handed cooked and i respect her for that. How did she do it..you may ask..why not ask your mom? lol...she actualy prepared the food 2 days.

Well in the midst of all the fairs..i thought of my late bro David whom i will meet someday in heaven...then relised that hes in a much better place them iam.Well my JESUS CHRIST is a good God,even tho i don't understand the circumstances surrounding his life,i believe when i met HIM all my question will be answered.

Miss me - But let me go...

2005-11-07T18:10:00.000+08:00

A good friend of mine sent me this pretty little poem... I can almost hear David reciting it to us...

When I come to the end of the road
And the sun has set for me
I want no rites in a gloom-filled room.
Why cry for a soul set free ?

Miss me a little--but not too long
And not with your head bowed low.
Remember the love that we once shared,
Miss me--but let me go.

For this is a journey that we all must take
And each must go alone.
It's all a part of the Master's plan,
A step on the road to home.

When you are lonely and sick of heart
Go to the friends we know
And bury your sorrows in doing good deeds.
Miss Me--But Let me Go!

David's memorial...

2005-11-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

If you wanna visit him, the address is :

Jalan 229 , Section 51A ,Petaling Jaya , Name David Thong ,No 33A Block G.

On behalf of Catherine Thong

Baby Alex...

2005-11-04T01:05:00.000+08:00

David's elder sister gave birth to a healthy baby boy, Alex on the 15th October 2005 morning...

Here are some of his photos...

On behalf of Catherine Thong

15th October 2005...

2005-11-01T17:31:00.000+08:00

15th Oct 2005 -

It was around 3 am in the morning. I was sleeping on the floor in my parent's room. Suddenly, i heard my mom weeping. With much effort, i crawled to my mom side to comfort her. I knew her heart was in real pain and sorrow. My heart was in great pain too. I couldn't accept the fact that my bro has already gone. However, i force myself to sleep and try to put the fact out of my mind. With my arm embracing her shoulder, i gradually went aseep.

According to my dad, my uncle who used to sleep downstairs knocked at our door. He complained that the fluorescent light downstairs was flickering non-stop. My dad then went downstairs to check it out. what my dad remembers was that he asked my uncle what time it was and my uncle answered it was 3:30 am. After that, my dad went back to his room and hit the hay. I was asleep and not even knew someone was actually knocking at the door.

I can't remember how we started the conversation on the bed. My mom told us she saw my bro came to see her when her eyes were closed. He appeared as a shining body about a size of a baby, jumping happily from right to left and left to right. Once my mom saw him, she immediately recognized it was him, my bro. He was jumping in the air with his hand which appeared as a dark image waving continuously at his chest level as if telling my mom not to feel sad and sorrow. The movement of his hand on his chest took away my mom's sorrow, according to her. After a moment while my mom's pain had been taken away, he waved his hand at a higher position as if telling her he had to go and bye-bye. He was then lifted and dissapeared. My mom seemed definite about what had happened. she said it was not a dreeam at all. Right after he has gone, my mom knew she was lying in between my father and me and she was conscious. Soon after my mom finished her story, I jumped up and looked at the clock, it was 4 am sharp.

If that was the case, my bro might have gone to heaven and he is now in real joy and happiness! Thank you lord, thanks for accepting him into your kingdom. I miss you a lot... Ah Kit... you will always be remembered in my heart. Just wait for us there in heaven, enjoy yourself, we will be meeting each other back in heaven... take good care of yourself and Po Po, although I know everyone there in heaven are treating you with great love and tenderness. Pray for us, so that we could enter into the paradise one day and be able to meet you up again.

love,
your sis Catherine
1st Nov 2005

a place of memory...

2005-10-30T21:59:00.000+08:00

just got a call frm them yesterday saying that the 'place' and the memorial inscribtion stone for my bro is ready and 'ready' to 'move' in ...hmmnnnn... when we arrive there.. i still couldnt belived that my bro already gone ....i wish it was all a bad dream but it issnt..standing there and helping to put his 'most priced belongings.. like a pair of sunglass..toys frm friends..a watch,bangles..etc made me really think hard about life , we came into this world empty handed and thats the same way we go.
All the money we ever make and all those worldly stuff become useless when we died. The most precious thing in this world that we can ever take with us are relationship and real friendship..love. But its hard to loved even our 'love ones' , and sometimes we feel like 'killing' those who have hurt us or we just dont know how to love.

LOVE is HARD..sometime diffcult because we never experience it ourself.Well some people even think love means S>E>X .. well iam not going to that topic but difinately what love is NOT...

1) love is NOT sex..it is much more than that.I guess love and relationship is much like DNA.. if you have a damage DNA from your father/mother..your next gener will be not much better than you ,most highly worst off. If my DNA is healthy..well my next gener is healtheir too.

2) love is NOT GOD. Well many ppl mistakenly thinks that love is God..love in its self is not God.. Love without God = abuse,selfish,impatient,(some ppl even stalk you around for months because they are in 'love'..the ladies know what iam talking about) because we are inperfect.Thats why we need God who is perfect to help us.*the RIGHT GOD,TRUE AND LIVING GOD.

The only way to give love is first of all to receive love. We cant give what we dont have right ? (iam still learning this).

The Perfect love Perfect DNA comes from above which is Jesus Christ who died on the cross and carry/bear for my /your sin and sickness/curces ,BLEEDING ,beaten,because WE inperfect humans who find it hard to love so that we can start loving others with the love of Christ. All we need to do is to give our life /heart to the Perfect Lover Jesus Christ and acknowledge our sin and shortcomings and failures and to received His love for me which is uncondition,saying Yes Jesus i give you my life, forgive me for my sin,shortcomings and failures,come into my heart and make me a new person,from now on i want to follow you,be my Lord and Master of my life. Jesus said this 'For God so loved the world(u and me) that He gave His One and Only Son so that we can have eternal Life,a life full of joy and peace (even when we go thru troubles in this life),we know that God IS LOVE.

While we still have the time..let us make full use of it to get to know Jesus Christ to receive His love and give to people around us esp our loved ones..mom,dad,silblings,friends..and thats the best gift that we can give when we passed from this life to the next.

For those who wants to visit my late Bro memorial ..here is the address :

Jalan 229 , Section 51A ,Petaling Jaya , Name David Thong ,No 33A Block G.

- coming from SS2 ,mongo jerry on your left ..keep going straight.. , Sea Park school on your right, go straight pass traffic lights ,
arrived at 2nd traffic(SS1/Kg Tunku primary school), go straight 12 o'clock, chinese cemetary on your left,memorial on your right,turn right.

Post by Vincent Thong

A note from Suzanne & Derrick...

2005-10-18T12:17:00.000+08:00

Dear David,

Last time we saw you was at our wedding. That was almost 2 years ago. You were always such a dear friend and we shall not forget your smile, your laugh and your love for those around you. In fact, it was because of you that Derrick and I met each other again 5 years ago.

When we heard about your passing, we prayed as hard as we could that you had accepted Christ Jesus into your life. As we read the past few blogs, it came as a confirmation. We rejoice knowing that the Lord has prepared the way for you. Praise the Lord !Rest in peace and we shall soon meet you again.

A voice from heaven said,"God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away."

~Revelation

21:4~"He who hears My word and believes in Him who sent Me has everlasting life, and shall not come into judgment, but has passed from death into life"

~John 5:24~

Love always,

Suzanne aKa sWeeTcaKe & Derrick aKa jungleb0y

David's Funeral

2005-10-14T01:27:00.000+08:00

This morning, the weather was extremely gloomy. Tufts of gray clouds that hung in the air obscured the skyline. I was in the car, on my way to work, when it started to drizzle. I swear there would never be another morning as bleak and as grave as this, and the weather is only a fraction of the real cause.

It was David’s funeral today.

I arrived at the church at about 10 am. It’s one of the few times which I’ve actually been on 0-time. I guess it’s only respectful, as that was probably my last ‘appointment’ with him. In the past, he always had to wait for me, but that never deterred him from picking me up or taking me out whenever I didn’t feel like driving. Sometimes, he’d remind me gently to be on time, but unless we’re really really late for something, he wouldn’t say a word when I burst into the car apologising for having him wait for me.

His sister spoke at the funeral today. My recollection of what she said is a bit fuzzy, as I was standing outside the church, letting my sobs out in Mei Peng’s arm, who was also in tears herself. What I did hear clearly, was that David was someone who cherished his friends a lot, and that was why, they decided to put the balloons which his friends have given him, into the coffin with him. That made us sob even harder, because we knew that David was precisely that sort of person. He treated his friends very well, and he loved us all.

And we in turn, love him, which is why it’s so hard to accept the fact that he’s gone now. I’m still unable to get over the fact that he’s gone, and that I’ve seen him in flesh, for the last time today, when I walked by the coffin to pay my last respect.

After the funeral service, when his coffin was about to be lifted into the waiting van, I took note of my surroundings, and noticed that the sun was shining brightly again. It was as if he was trying to tell us, that the time of mourning is over, and we should go on with our lives in the manner of the sun, that rises each day, no matter what strikes the earth.

Anyway, he always complained that my posts are too long and contain too many bombastic words, and since this will be posted on his blog as well, I will end it here.

I know however, if I’d asked David if I could just post a poem, he’d say,

“Haaai, OK lah…”

Life - Charlotte Bronte

LIFE, believe, is not a dream
So dark as sages say;
Oft a little morning rain
Foretells a pleasant day.
Sometimes there are clouds of gloom,
But these are transient all;
If the shower will make the roses bloom,
O why lament its fall ?

Rapidly, merrily,
Life’s sunny hours flit by,
Gratefully, cheerily,
Enjoy them as they fly !

What though Death at times steps in
And calls our Best away ?
What though sorrow seems to win,
O’er hope, a heavy sway ?
Yet hope again elastic springs,
Unconquered, though she fell;
Still buoyant are her golden wings,
Still strong to bear us well.
Manfully, fearlessly,
The day of trial bear,
For gloriously, victoriously,
Can courage quell despair !

on behalf of

Abby Lu

David

2005-10-14T01:24:00.000+08:00

My dear friend,

I have been following your blog, before your illness and have prayed for you, that God would open your eyes to the truth.

Reading the words of Vincent Thong that you accepted the Lord Jesus Christ as your Lord & personal Saviour gives me the joy and comfort that you are truly at peace. When I read about your passing away, my heart was troubled, because my fear was that you were not saved. Now that I know that your name is written in the Book of Life, I rejoice with the saints above.

God bless your family and friends and I pray for God's goodness and peace to be over them. I also pray that through this, many would come to the saving knowledge of Jesus Christ.

I leave with these words:

Philippians 1:21 - For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain.

2 Timothy 4:7 - I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.

Till we meet again,
Your friend.

With Loving Memory to our late David Thong

2005-10-12T18:16:00.000+08:00

Dear God!
Why did God take you away from me?
Isn't fair!
Why me and why now?
I hope to see you again
I know your in my heart but, your not here on this earth anymore
I have to be strong now
For everyone but, sometimes I can't do it
It is to much to handle now at this time
In the end I can't do it
I keep everything inside but everything always falls apart
things are not the same without you
It hurts to think, breath, and sleep
Oh my God its just to hard
Why couldn't they have caught this before hand
i hate those doctors so much
God why him?
He had a family that loved him and he was loved by his friends.
I'm sitting here missing you
Miss your smile and your laugh
I miss everything about you
I hate it that your gone...You take care my friend!
always always deep down..I will remember you!
Thanks for having me being in your space!
LoveJonie, Ah tee aka Waffy

2005-10-12T14:17:00.000+08:00

I realise everyone have a lot of things to say about David and since I'm the guest blogger of this his blog, I would want to help publish it here. Things that you wanna say about him. Just send it to me at my email - meipeng_lee@yahoo.com .

...

2005-10-11T15:53:00.000+08:00

Dear Angel,

For all the times that we've tried,
We'll never be like his soul, so kind,
I ask of you, please watch after him
For I can't go where the lights are dimmed.

David,they can't take memories away...You're safe there. Will miss you...

nottigal on behalf of
Allan 10.11.05 - 11:53 am

May you rest in peace...

2005-10-11T10:33:00.000+08:00

Dear David,

You will forever be remembered close to our hearts... You are a true fighter... I hope that you'll be at a better place now...

Love you always...

MSN Space??

2005-09-18T10:34:00.000+08:00

Just discovered the MSN spaces from my messenger where you click on your friends list on their small little icon and it will show you their MSN spaces link. It has been around for months already but I didnt realised it's free. I'm not going to blog there since I already have this blogspot.

So, another picture posting site for me hehehe http://spaces.msn.com/members/davidthong/

And here... some updated pics showing my condition right now.

Havent cut hair for more than 2 months...

Silly hair cut from Indian Barber shop

Railways behind those cotton dressing... wanna see?

Fever & My New CPU

2005-09-11T10:55:00.000+08:00

Havent had time to update much cause I was admitted to hospital again last Monday. I was having high fever for few days before admitting. Doctor from Hospis Organisation came to my house for a minor check up and she told my mom I might have infections in my stomach. My parents straight away sent me to Sunway Medical Center then I had Ultrasound Scan and Xray again. I was told I had blood and fluids in my stomach that causes the fever and I have to stay for dripping and injections. Again i have my wrist poked... stayed for 3 night. I also had my stiches removed there...it took 1 hour to remove them all abot 50 stiches..it was just painful no need to explain. I'm feeling better now but my wounds are sore after removal of stiches. It's gonna take another week to heal as I still can see some dried fluids at the cotton dressing.

Just bought a new CPU withouth monitor, a P4 3.0ghz with 1 gig RAM and 128 GeForce VGA card etc. Finally I can play all the latest game available out there. I got it below market price cause Jeffrey was buying in a bulk for his and his partners new MMORPG Cafe at Taman Desa. My next aim is a 17" LCD screen, since my parents have been complaining about radiation. LCD screens would definately reduce lots and lots of radiation and no flickers at all. But abit slack though one of the fans in my casing is causing serious noise. I have extra fans in my casing to reduce heat... it's actually custom made for cyber cafe use cause the PC is ON almost 24 hours everyday. Telekom people just came this morning to fix my ?ADSL modem too. I have to say they are quite efficient these days furthermore today is Sunday and they are working overtime. I just can't wait to get my original Battlefield 2 and WOW(World of Warcraft)...hopefully Jeffrey has got them all for me today. I'm still playing his WOW account... but nothing beats your own account and characters.

Anyone knows anywhere I can get cheap and nice 17" LCD screens? :P

The Questions about Chemotherapy

2005-08-25T19:36:00.000+08:00

Just finished my dinner... as usual... Vegetables and lots of fruits. My mom has been blending some vege and fruit juice every morning some formula supposedly to cure cancer patient. I lost 3 kg after 3 weeks since the operation. Ive been taking lots of supplements and vege protein... trying to get used to it...I have to. It will take 3 months for my liver to grow back according to the doctor. Apparently doctor suggested me to do Chemotherapy during the check up yesterday. Suspicious cancer cells still running in my blood stream... I dont know what to say about that. My family members are very doubtful about chemo... coz it doesnt give full guarantee that it can kill my cancer cells at the same time it will kill good cells and my imune system will be extremely low during the treament. Ive done lots of research on my liver cancer.. which is Hepatocellular Carcinoma. Only 5% of survival will live more than 5 years. http://www.healthatoz.com/healthatoz/Atoz/dc/cen/canc/livc/liver.jsp <--- this link to tell the basic of what Hepatocellular Carcinoma. I should be a Vegetarian for life if I ever want to live longer... I will not stand down... I have to be cheerful and positive thoughts are also important. There are chances for me to get fully cured as I am still young... I believe that if I got faith to myself... anything is possible. At the mean time I will do more research on how to improve my survival. And also Chemotherapy, we have yet to decide if I should do it. Will discuss more with doctor for the next check up.

Im back....

2005-08-20T20:42:00.000+08:00

Im finally home... but have to sleep near my kitchen in the hospital bed coz i cant walk up the stairs. The operation lasted for 6 hours. I was at ICU for 2 days and the rest of the days at the wad. It was a painful experience... Thank God the nurses are friendly and helpful. I had needles poking my both arms and neck, draining tubes connecting to my stomach. There was a tube going through my nose into my stomach....huge scar with stiches on my stomach. Luckily lots of friends and relatives came visit me...helped me going through all these. Thank you for the wishes and support. Im glad that im free from all those needles poking all over my body. Will be back to the hospital next week for some check ups. OK Im just too tired to write.... body still very weak...write later.

Life is so fragile

2005-08-06T13:55:00.000+08:00

I told some friends that Ive got diagnosed with Liver Cancer but they thought i was fooling around. I just got discharged from Sunway Medical Centre, went through Androgram Operations..not sure if it's being spelled that way. It hurts badly... doctor punctured a small hole at my crouch near my dong... and insert a long wire into my artory vein... they had to make sure all wires reaches to all my organs through the veins. It lasted 2 hours. As a result, they told me that half of my liver has to be removed. I will be admitting to the same hospital on Monday morning. Big operation on Tuesday. Some of my friends,relatives and colleagues have visited me while I was there... there will be more friends coming to my house today also. I wish to say I am glad that everyone came and really appreciate the donors effort and support. My biggest challenge now is the coming Operations on Tuesday. To be honest, Im really scared. I know I can be strong... will see what happens. I will be okay and update this blog once I get myself recovered. Before I stop here, thank you Mun Mun :)... I will keep my promises.

Happy Birthday to my beloved Grandma

2005-07-10T23:53:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to you Po Po!

Today is my Grandma's birthday... she would be 77 years old if she's still around. I loved her alot.... we all miss her very much...

Hope

2005-06-28T19:16:00.000+08:00

Doctor told us to be there with her whenever we could, we may not be seeing her again at anytime soon. Her liver is no longer working and needed alot of blood. My heart was crushed when I heard that and I can't do anything to save my Grandma. The fact that she was awake on the bed and talking to us without knowing what is going to happen to herself makes me even more painful like a thousand knifes piercing through my heart. I cried at the hospital. I try to be cheerful infront of her but it hurts even more. I cried every morning since last week. I took the whole week off and going back to Ipoh to see her in the hospital tomorrow. I wish for miracles. I wish I can bring her to KLCC as I promised her long time ago... if she ever make it this time. As for now... I wish everyone could pray for me as I am praying hard for miracles....

Unforgettable Moments...

2005-06-08T11:36:00.000+08:00

I miss crawling into my parent’s bed in the middle of the night. I miss hanging out with the kids at my mom’s home town at Ipoh and play fire crackers shooting at each others. I miss going to my cousin’s house and mess with their toys. I miss my Grandpa's own receipi ice cream and his goatie. I miss bullying my younger sis and get bullied back by my big bro and sis. I miss going to cinema with my Grandma by taking taxi and watch horror movie after school having nightmares after that. I miss going to zoo and museum with my family and relatives. I miss big birthday parties. I miss playing marbles at primary school. I miss capturing spiders from the bushes in primary school and compete with my other friend's spiders. I miss playing ping pong. I miss walking to school. I miss cycling to school. I miss being a scout. I miss playing basketball for my secondary school. I miss riding bikes in the middle of the night with my secondary school friends. I miss riding to Genting, Port Dickson, Malacca, Port Klang etc. I miss hanging out at the back gate after school and flirt with chicks. I miss skipping classes and play snooker. I miss the first time that I smoke. I miss going to the mamak located near my house after school and now a restaurant itself. I miss hanging out at mamak with friends when we do not worry about anything accept for exams in school days and chat for hours till it closes. I miss being a prefect. I miss my school benches. I miss her. I miss my secondary school. I miss playing basketball till I couldn’t see the ball at all coz it was already 8pm. I miss my buddies in secondary school. I miss staying at Genting RIA with 45 others class mates. I miss Grandy’s free refill. I miss Nintendo and Super Mario. I miss... my younger self.

OWNED

2005-05-11T19:12:00.000+08:00

I'm hungry, frustrated, stressed, sad, excited, tired, angry........ and the list goes on. Anyway I'll be away for a while.... Streamyx got cut. That's just part of the reason. Good in a way that I won't get stucked for online games. Didn't update for a month and so many things had happened. From good times to bad times..... I try not to write them for this time. I'm feeling lost all the time.

I need a break. Anyone up for a cheap trip ...bring this poor boy for a joy ride?

Claudine's Farewell with special guest - Amaya

2005-03-31T23:25:00.000+08:00

I think it was last Thursday that we had this farewell dinner at Fasta Pasta in Ikano Center. Best of luck to Claudine she's gonna fly back to UK and make babies with her hubby ahah. I mean have a happy family ;)

Dinner was wonderful having the lil princess Amaya. She's too hyperactive for a 2 year old baby. She runs like a 4 year old and not shy at all... havent seen her cry before. Alan and Natalie are lucky to have her. Trust me... you will fell in love with Amaya. Enjoy the pics.

I'm holding Amaya, Claudine, Alan and Natalie

She's obviously not my daughter hehe

The real father hehe Mr. Alan

And the mother of course..Natalie

:D

Me, Khairul, Claudine, Caren, Natalie, Amaya, Alan, Emily, Tommy and his girl.

My Babies

2005-03-25T00:06:00.000+08:00

Some cute puppies currently guarding my house. NO they are not soft toys! Took some shots before I give them away. 2 taken already but still got 3 of them at home till this weekend to be collected by new owners.

Woke up in the morning with my pup :P

Prince of White

ahem :)

:D

so cuteee

relaxing

:)

Random shits

2005-03-23T01:09:00.000+08:00

Just got back from drinking again with Mark, Ken, Emerson and Gang. Been drinking almost everyday but only acceptional days when caught up with any chickadees issues. Well whats the odd of that nowadays... got drunk or fucking high almost everyday. Belly getting better i mean larger day by day just like waterballoon just that it wont burst easily. Looking at my financial year for 2005 I can hardly affort a month fee for a Gym so I guess I will remain as a fat boy the rest of the months. Stressing out myself with work doesnt help much with my weight as well. Most probably will get side effects like high blood presure or heart attack out of it. Life is so meaningless without money. The banks are chasing me for payments for my credit cards very aggressive lately... maybe they knew that I will die young so that I could settle the debts before my time has come. *Touch Wood* Im just typing random shit as though I have lots to say. Yes there are many things I would like to put them into sentences but right now I cant focus due to the alcohol substance attacking my blood vessels and causing migrane and yet not feeling sleepy at 1am. I think I'll be dead soon for tomorrows shit in the office. Yeah Ive been getting shit from work ... shit that Im not suppose to do but if I dont do Ill be left out.... literally saying.... get my ass fired. Ive been caught up in this situation since Id started working last year.... no direction. Not gonna say much about it. Just cant wait for year 2006.... well I know we are still at the 1st quarter of 2005 but I have already planned out my annual program... not about working hard and have fun but clearing debts. Yes I'm in fuckin deep shit unless those bastards pay me back my hard earn money... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! K... I'll leave that to professionals.... once I get hold of them. Aaahh... back to my friendster....

Zouk Fest@Genting Higland 5th of March 2005

2005-03-12T02:25:00.000+08:00

Was there....drunk...being pushed...lost 500 bucks...

Ghetto Heaven Area

Ghetto Heaven Area

Zouk Area

Me & Jeff at Salem Recharge tent

Jeff, Erwin & myself

(Back)Me & Erwin (Front)Jeff, Charis & Pauline

Vacancy

2005-03-09T01:26:00.000+08:00

Junior Graphic Designer needed. Good at drawing comic strips and abit of everything. But main focus is drawing comic strips for company guide books etc. It's a permanant job and without experience is encourage to apply too. Creative is what I'm looking for. Remember... Comic is my 1st priority. It's a 5 days job. Please leave your details here and I shall contact you.

ACT NOW!! 2 positions available!! I only have 1 week timeline!!

Blabbing Bloggers 2 @ Alexis Bangsar 19/2/05

2005-02-24T23:06:00.000+08:00

Another great event organised by Sui Lin. I was late for that coz attending supplier's dinner earlier but nevertheless I'm grateful that Id made it. Some pictures stolen from Sui Lin's Gallery hehehe...nahh I did asked for permission.

Blabbing Bloggers 2 - 19th February 2005

Me & Sui Lin

Sharon & I

Splatspit, Sharon & myself trying to be cool again(Pic abit small though)

Happy Chinese New Year - some pics from Poppy

2005-02-20T13:24:00.000+08:00

Happy CNY to everyone. I'm not sure about other people but this year CNY seems dead to me. Lost a couple of hundred bucks but CNY's not finish yet hehe time to regain some capital 1st.

Some pictures taken over the weekend at Poppy. The place is so hot sweat like mad, just like Mark said... too many hot people that's why hehehe. My blog has become a photo album already since I'm so lazy to write anything... might as well make it this way.

The seductive twins hehehe

Left to Right: U Ming, Mark, Carmen, Suet Mun, Me & Lena.

Mark & Carmen

Mark is gonna get it from Lena soon hehehe

quek quek

hehehe

Mun Mun & Thong Thong

Special Cake on the 2nd of February hehe

2005-02-15T20:04:00.000+08:00

Special cake from my special colleagues and friends. Thank you it was really lovely!!

oohhh camera

7-Eleven Slaves (From Left to Right) Margaret, Suet Mun, Lena, Me below Lena, Mark and Siong Tuck

Mun Mun with My Thong Thong cake haha!

My favourite... hrmmm I mean the Cake lahh Lena! =P

I know this pic doesnt belong here but just feel like posting nice pics with hot babe! Right Mary? Taken last week at LaBodega Bangsar.

Blabbing Bloggers 2

2005-02-06T13:17:00.000+08:00

Watch out for this one you bloggers out there!

Happy Birthday to Abby Lu!

2005-01-29T19:22:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Miss Abby Lu...hehe this picture brings back memories eh.. =P Sup Ng Yi SAP!!!!! hahaha!

One day at lunch

2005-01-29T01:30:00.000+08:00

Lena "SLUuuuUUURPP~ hrmm taste funny..."

5 minutes later...........

Lena "Smoch smoch SMOOCH!"
Suet Mun dodges!

Special Announcement

2005-01-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

Updates are temporary unavailable due to the lifeless owner of this blog being paranoid going through depression illness and a sense of lost in life. Please be patient to wait for his return as he is now trying to understand the term "Life is short so enjoy life the fullest". Please do not hesitate to leave your important or worthless messages eventhough you may not be entertained at least you have made your effort by just spamming this site. Thank you.

P.S: Just kidding.... Im bored and I really want to write. ;)

P.S again: Im really depressed so hrmm cheer me up?? hehe

Late greetings

2005-01-03T01:11:00.000+08:00

Well... Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. I know i know ... just a belated wishes. Hope everyone had a good time. Got drunk abit at Ascott with Wei Liang hehe and of cos nothing happen to us... I mean Abby wont let anything happen to us right!! hahaha!! Room hopping ... saw lots of old friends. Managed to drag Jeff and Sharon along.. oyeah.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHARON PHOON!! =P

Happy New YEAR Y'ALL!!! Hope 2005 gonna be awesome to everyone.

Just like what I said last year...FXCK 2004!!! ^^
But let's not forget about the victims of the Tsunami disaster. They need our help. Do your best to help out.

....

2004-12-22T13:06:00.000+08:00

Never welcome something you cannot entertain,
Never open your door if you meant to close your heart,
Never accept love if you can't give yourself in return,
Never start a relationship you know you want to end.

Old School

2004-12-19T15:04:00.000+08:00

As I was looking at my old photo archieves I found this picture, it was taken in 1996. These are the people I 1st met on the net, all started from mIRC. I have met hudreds of new found friends ever since then .. it's really amazing come to think of it. Can you spot which one is me?

Just another lame entry

2004-12-18T11:58:00.000+08:00

Looking at what Nottigal has posted the previous blog. As the owner of this blog I think it's time for me to lay my hands on the keyboard once again although I've got nothing much to write. My mind is totally blank as for now and dont know what to write. My life has become so dull all of the sudden when I start to think about what has happened for the past 12 months. Time flies so fast I can't imagine I haven't done any good to improve myself. Hate myself for not doing anything but useless complains just like what I'm doing now.. how ironic. It has been a year since I started this blog and soon to be 1st Anniversary. What have I achieve for 2004? Nothing. But I'm glad that I've found some new friends and having a proper job. But I still failed my main objective.... to be a better person. I'm not saying that I'm a bad motherfxxker xxxhole that sit down and do nothing but gives trouble.... or maybe I am to some people.. hehe. I just wanted to improve myself... my attitude...responsibility... everything.

I just thought I could have done better.

I feel so ashame of myself.

Goodbye 2004... Welcome 2005

2004-12-15T13:26:00.000+08:00

As the end of the year is nearing, are we all getting excited on what has been lined up for us in Year 2005 or to some of you, it's just another approaching year? It haven't been a rather good year for me... As a lot of things which is not really on the bright side, and that when it happens, it just means problems for me and all these things happened within the last 12 months. For instance, I had 2 operations this year alone! And still recuperating from the last operation which was less than 2 weeks ago. This time, I had my appendix removed- some useless organ in your body (which I was made to understand). It doesn't really affect you but, mine sort of got infected and I was in such great pain that I actually let the nurse to give me about 4-5 injections in total to kill the pain- now you can imagine how painful it was that I actually let the nurse do that. For those that didn't follow my series of operations, in May this year I had a sinus operation - or when people ask, I said I had a nose job. And, people always say that my doctor didn't do a good job cause my nose is still there... Haha...
I'm happy that we are approaching Year 2005, so that I can just bury whatever that has happened this year and get myself geared up to face 2005. I would believe that it'll be a much much better year for me after I go 'mandi bunga' - a colleague's advice. Find 7 different types of flower and soak them in a pail of water and shower before 530am. Crossing my fingers to hope that it will work! Though, am not too happy cause I'll be a year older... I'll be in my mid 20s... That 'mid 20s' phrase hurts my ear like hell! Oh well, at least I'll be wiser...
Till then, wishing everyone Merry Christmas & Happy New Year. Be prepared to see a luckier, wiser and a little older Nottigal next year! May God bless...

Some old pictures Part 2

2004-11-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

I missed Armin's gig. Hrmm now that I regret I didnt go but at least I didnt screw up anyones party. I wasnt feeling well at Jeff's cafe earlier on so went home straight and vomited that night. Imagine if I did that on the dance floor... ewww..hehehe.

Ive edited lots of my scanned photos and there are still tons of them yet to be scanned. I had half of them in soft copies in my old webbie unfortunately it was shut down without any warning. Well, will do them during my free time.... here are some of my selected favourites... but cant show them all hehe. These are some of the pics taken during the 3 months staying at Pan Pacific KLIA for West Mclaren Roadshow.

Looking cool eh

I miss this car so much

Chee Lung & I suppose to be working... Jeff went missing chasing Lauda Air stewardess

Vivienne, Abby and Karyn with David Coulthard (Abby must be in Heaven already)

Busted! Not! (Helena on the bed and Leanne next to me)

There are still some photos I would like to retrieve... most of them with Chee Lung. Think its time to have some get together session with the old crew... havent seen him for so long. I really do miss that 3 months of crazy roller coaster ride in KLIA hehe.... I know the rest of them agree with me too... :)

Some old pictures Part 1

2004-11-16T14:07:00.000+08:00

Finally managed to scan some photos. My sis just bought an ASUS laptop and this HP scanner cum printer. The best time for me to scan those hard copy photos. As I promised Zher Peen to post her so damn sexy photos, here they are:

The kinkiness

Thought this could be the best shot... too bad so blur

Hrmm miss this girl so much... wonder what's she doing eh? =P

Nik, Steph, Me & Debbie

Me & Doreen

Steph & I

Gonna post some West Mclaren photos taken 5 years ago... hehe still editing.

Congratulations to Claudine & Ondrej

2004-11-16T13:46:00.000+08:00

Drove down to Malacca with Alan & Khairul for Claudine & Ondrej wedding dinner last Saturday. Glad to see her so happy... but gonna miss her coz she's gonna leave for UK to stay with the hubby.Well, best wishes to them and happy making babies hehe.

For more pictures please click the link below:
http://claudinesc.multiply.com/photos

Why Zouk?

2004-11-12T20:54:00.000+08:00

Getting bored of Zouk & Velvet doesnt stop me going back there again and again. Reasons like seeing new and old friends, attending events, for some superstar DJ and also some chick scanning hehe not forgetting to visit Jason DJ Fono & Ellie the door bitch. But I can tell you why Zouk... Starting from next Monday, International Superstar DJs' like Armin Van Buren, Pete Tong, Sasha, John Digweed and Paul Van Dyk are going to conquer Zouk KL till end of December. Just to warn you guys a lil... be there as ealier as you could. I doubt that the place could fit all of us this coming Monday.... for the very 1st time visit to Malaysia... Armin Van Buren.

Just some pictures taken last month at Velvet.

Me, Ken and Mark

Me, Nick and Ken

Me and Fuzzy...lovely Steph hehe

So weak

2004-11-08T17:37:00.000+08:00

I'm sick again. It's getting worse day by day. This is the 4th time since May. Used to get sick once a year only.

Nothing much to write these days as my life is getting much boring I think.... nothing great to talk about. Maybe I'm just too sick to think about what to write......... so sick of myself too!

Working like a dog... In fact worse than a dog!

2004-10-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

It's approximately 10 45 pm now. I just got back to the office. Rushing for some freaking stupid tender which is closing on Tuesday. As Monday is a holiday, we would still have to come back, unfortunately to settle everything before Sunday. It's a Friday night, and I really can't believe I'm sitting here in my cubicle, trying to finish some unfinished work, unsuccessfully! Sigh... Life is sometimes so unfair.
It's a long weekend, and all I have in my head is work, work and work! Can someone hire me to become Siu Lai Lai? Please... anyone!

Happy Birthday Suet Mun!

2004-10-29T18:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Suet Mun's birthday. Just want to wish her again Happy Belated Birthday. Had a lil celebration after work at the office. The pictures will be up later.

Thats the singing birtday candle... save our voice for that day lol!

So lovely...... the flowers :P ahem* of cause the pretty and cute Mun Mun too :)

Mark, Lee, Wong, Me and the birdthday girl Mun Mun

The hunks with 3 chickadees eheh Margaret, Mun Mun and Jessica

Blank

2004-10-27T19:58:00.000+08:00

I'm sitting at my working desk now.

Looking at the clock...8:05pm.

What the fxxx am I thinking..... I should be leaving the office....

My mind is as blank as a Double A paper.... listening to colleague's radio playing raya songs...

Looking at them "Buka Puasa"... I'm still sitting here alone...

I need help.... I need a break....

but who cares...

Sign or Coincidence

2004-10-12T20:36:00.000+08:00

I drove to 1 Utama after work yesterday to fix my light bulbs at the car workshop situated at basement 1. Forgot the name of the shop I think its Eneos or something. Hrmm before that I actually went to Lena's house to return her sister's mini Hifi... left her place after that without saying hi or bye to her coz she was still sleeping.It was almost 8pm when I reached the workshop. At first I only let the mechanic get the front head lamp fixed coz it doesnt shine as bright as usual anymore. After that I realised that my 2 sided small lights wasnt working for a very long time and he found out the bulbs were also defected. After got 4 bulbs fixed I thought of my break light too...1 of them wasnt working. Yes.... Ive been very forgetful always. So while the mechanic was in the middle of fixing it Lena called, asking me if I could join them for Ladder 49 as they are also in 1 Utama. I told her that I probably couldnt make it as my car wasnt fixed yet. And told her that I will give her a call before 9pm show starts. After I put down the phone the mechanic told me that something was wrong with the break lights... he couldnt fix it. So he went back to the shop and got a new bulb to test. And yet he couldnt solve the problem. His colleague reckon that it might be wiring problem so he disembled more parts to trouble shoot it. It was already 8:45pm.... usualy it takes about 5 minutes to fix it but this time already more than 15minutes. Lena called again... told her forget it if I never call her back when the shows starts. She said its alright she could bring the ticket out for me. So I waited again... looking at him digging here and there then the other mechanic came. He saw the problem and straight away told him what to do. Guess what.....It was just because of a small screw was loosen. For fxxxking 20 minutes he couldnt get it fixed just because of 1 fxxxing small screw. Just when I thought.. finally.. I could enjoy a movie after a stressfull day with work and the workshop, he broke my signal bulb. He was keeping quiet and replaced another new one. I called Lena and told her what had happened and asked them to go ahead. She then said its ok she will come out when Im there. While he was fixing back the bits and peaces... he lost a screw somewhere in the car... and broke one of them too. I was monitoring and feeling so frustrated telling myself "What has gone wrong with me today?" He then replaced some screws and finally... it was all done. it was already 9:05pm after waiting for 5 minutes for my change. Took my car drove to the nearest parking to TGV and rushed straight to cinema. Called Lena and then got the ticket from her and told her to get back inside coz I needed to go toilet. I was too hungry coz havent eaten dinner so line up to get my pop corns. I chose the shortest line but it was fxxxking long till my turn. I ordered a sweet popcorn set. While he was about to scope the pop corns... the whole divider fell down and both flavours were mixed. "What's happening?" again Im asking myself. I started to feel something. He asked me if I want coke so I said yes. Then he poured the coke and passed to me suddently the coke all rushing out of the cup coz it was too gasy. I SAID WTF?! of coz I didnt say it out. Replaced with another one quickly rushed to the cinema and sat down. I enjoyed watching the whole movie without thinking about what has happened for the past 1 and a half hour eventhough I missed the beginning part.

After the movie, I gone home straight for my bed. It was already 12am after I had took my bath. Slept straight without going online coz I was fxxxking tired already. Just when I was about to get my wet dreams I heard someone was calling my name. Opened my eyes saw my sis standing next to me and said "Dad and Mom they all had an accident..." I swear to you I was freaking out. It was like a dream but just too real. People always say you can see the signs before something could happen. I asked her "How and where are they??" She told me that they were alright and waiting for us to pick them up. So I got up and drove me and my sis to look for my parents. The accident occured near cemetary at Kg Tungku school. If you come from the cemetary direction you would have to go up the slop ended with the big curve to reach the school. The accident happened right at the curve. My mom told me that the driver didnt turn at the curve and smashed right on to them. My mom said luckily it did not smashed on to the driver and passenger seats but the side front only. I told to myself... thank God nobody got hurt. My mom and dad... also my uncle and brother were all in the car at that time. My sister's boyfriend reached before us so he already settled the case for my parents. The other driver admited that he was wrong. Then my mom asked me to fetch my uncle home and also transfer some items to my car to bring back. She asked me to go sleep as I have to work the second day. My sister's boyfriend fetch the rest of them to police station for lodging report. I went home with my uncle and slept straight... I was already almost total lost. Until I woke up the next morning and to think back what had happen last night as I recalled those incident happened ever since I finished work. I started to feel abit freaky... something just couldnt explain.. the feeling that I had this morning. So I shared this to Lena at work and she got freaked out a lil too. Really hope all that was just coincidence and nothing like that will happen to anyone again.

Small world?

2004-10-05T14:56:00.000+08:00

Today is one of the day that I can't read for shite! Everything looks like Greek to me... Had been so very busy at work lately which I told my friend that "There's time for me to die, but no time for me to be sick!" Well, it's getting better now, at least not so busy as the last two months. At least I have time to go back to my books which had been sitting on my bedside table for so very long... There's even dust on them already!
Anyway, my parents ditched me at home alone while they went up to Genting Highlands to have a great time with Uncle Lim, without me. So, Harry, being the paranoid father of mine, asked me not to stay alone at home. I packed my bags and went to Moaki's place. Her house is much nearer to my office - about 1km away? Was at her house and we were talking and talking and she was going through all my photos... From year 2002 till this very moment. One particular shot was taken in Petaling Street, during CNY, I think, it was simply taken, with none of us in the photo. Then Moaki went, wait, go back to that photo just now... I was like wtf? It's just a picture of Petaling Street, with some people selling veges and roasted pig. Then she said, OMG, that's my ex-bf's mom! See what I mean that this is a very small world? A picture that we simply took 3 years ago, is someone else's mom! And 3 years ago, I don't even know Moaki yet... How small can the world be? And yet, sometimes, it's such a big world... So weird!
I am also glad to say that I'll be on leave this Friday and I'm going to Perhentian. Need sometime away from everything here... the car, the laptop, MSN Messenger, emails, datelines, customer complaints, atmosphere or Zouk... Also need sometime on my own to think what I really want in life! Prioritize my to do list...
Oh well, anyway, celebrated Angie's birthday last Saturday in 1919 Bistro & Wine Bar for dinner and Zouk for drinks... Again, I would like to wish her Happy 1st anniversary on her 29th birthday! May God bless you babe & stay pretty... ;p

I'm on MC again

2004-10-05T10:43:00.000+08:00

This is my 3rd MC eversince started working back on the 24th of May. I was feeling so exhausted yesterday and felt abit dizzy at 4pm. Left office straight at 6pm but usually I leave around 7pm abuthen just couldnt take it anymore. Got a quick bite at Seapark Tong Sui then rushed home and slept at 8pm plus. I was too damn tired woke up this morning at 8pm brushed my teeth and started to feel the dizziness again. So I said fXXX it and take it a day off.

My body is "malfunctioning".

I'm getting old. And fat too. Is there a way to prevent getting old? Maybe there are ways to slow the process of aging and also ways to prevent putting on weights. But we'll still get older and older. What bothers me is my lower bodyline. Seeing my tummy getting rounder each day making me puke. Time to head back to the gym which I had abandon years ago. But looking at the calendar I doubt it. Its already towards the end of the year.... festive season...means entertainment...means food...means lots of parties. More over what if there's a vacation. Hardly have time to even go out for a walk. Other than working we'll probably drinking somewhere out there or anywhere.

Just some excuses mentioned above. Im sure I can get my mind set and with abit of enthusiastic and initiative. Maybe I can make it... maybe. HEhe.

Got some pictures from Shirley last Wednesday. Had a lil gathering at my place that night with Shirley, Juliet, Agnes and Alvin Wong. These pics below taken during Shirley and Juliet's birthday party at Passion.

The Davinci Code

2004-10-04T01:22:00.000+08:00

I just bought Dan Brown "The Davinci Code" last week at KL Central. Been reading alot of reviews about this book in the magazines and newspapers. I know this will shock you a little coz I dont read books. I would rather waste my money on comics and animes. I remembered that I used to read this Nancy something.. couldnt remember the authors full name. She wrote a lot of adventurous stories for kids. I was forced to read them coz the teacher always ask question about what we have read. That was like 20 years ago.

I always like mind fucking stories...

STRESSED

2004-09-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

I would rather read the word backwards.... if you know what I mean. Work was stressful the past 2 weeks. Time passes really fast when you are extremely busy... it's ironic that when you feel that you over worked and stressed and at the same time you know that it's worth all that. I know I shouldnt be complaining but I havent been so damn busy since a long long time ago. Going home late coz of work is so norm nowaday. Lack of staff is one of the reason too...I've been posting a Vacancy Ad onto Friendster. So far there are a few responses. I really really need an Assistant or rather a partner. Luckily my department would prefer female candidates for now hahaha. So please contact me or email your resume with expected salary. My department is currently looking for A&P Executive, A&P Manager and Graphic designer... with experience preffered and as for A&P Exec, fresh grad of business, marketing, advertising, PR would encouraged to apply too. And of cause... you have to be a MALAYSIA citizen. Email to skydav@hotmail.com Thanks!

Havent been clubbing for a long time. I went to Atmosphere with Mei Peng last friday to check out Angie's event. It was DJ Mayuri from Tokyo and guess how old is she. Age of 38 rocking the DJ console with her hardcore Techno accross the dance floor. It was actually too hard for me to handle but it was all good. Met up with Jeff Chong and Alan...drank some beers... hung around... being snapped by Juice reporter...Mei Peng running around... then went back around 2am. Got blocked by police luckily Mei Peng drove my car. The cop wanted to summon me coz of my broken number plate. Mei Peng did what a girl should do and the police gave us a warning and let us go. On Saturday went to Zouk to check out Jason's set as most of you known him as DJ Fono. So I brought Jeffrey along after playing Planetside at his cafe. Was suppose to meet up with Mark at Velvet but I was too carried away with the music by the time I realised it was already almost 3am. Futhermore I was only on the Zouk guestlist not Velvet. No point paying farking 45 bucks for a short visit. Didnt go home went to MMORPG cafe continue Planetside till 7am. I was total lost for the whole Sunday. Cant remember what I did that night also. Think Im getting too old for all these... but most importantly Im still young in heart. *Puke* =P

Lena's Birthday@Zouk

2004-09-16T01:02:00.000+08:00

Special guest of the day...Ms. Lena Ng!
Pictures contributed by Lena. More exposure of this stupid girl here hehehe.

Me and lovely birthday babe

Pretty Abby and I

Yu Meng and Mark Tho

Mark & Carmen

Suet Mun, Jessica, Mark & Lena...hrmm dont know who the other 2 guys

Oh well just came back from drinking whisky suddently feel like posting all these pictures.

Nan Ren Bu Huai, Nu Ren Bu Ai?

2004-09-11T13:13:00.000+08:00

"Nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai" is literally translated as "Women won't love men who aren't bad"
Abby posted an entry about this topic.

I posted a comment in her blog for this topic:
"Nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai" .... it has a lot of meaning in it... its all depends on how "huai" bad is the guy. Just a simple fact... a bad guy always get most of the attention... the middle of spotlight. Eventhough he's one hell of a playboy providing with the good looks, the girls still go crazy for him. Which means that phrase doesnt apply to every men.
Well you may also look into a different way such as, most women loves men being kinky... kinky leads to "huai". Simply because "huai" in mandarin has lots of meaning in it. It can be the good "huai" EXAMPLE Girlfriend who likes the boyfriend to take advantage on her, situation like sweet talk, dirty talk, or even slapping her buttocks. She would probably reply "Ni Hau HUAI" and blushes. Just like how you say it in cantonese "Nei Hou Qwai" with that happy face of hers. In this case.. direct translate cantonse "Qwai" is naughty. Doesnt means "Nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai" is totally a bad phrase to anyone in both parties. Let just say it is very subjective...
Oh well..just my two cent. Hope I dont offend anyone but honestly saying. I find these Girls with "Nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai" type are quite interesting. It also puts them in the middle of spotlight. =P

Another lazy entry.... but I find it interesting to be discussed... but dont you think "Nu Ren Bu Huai, Nan Ren Bu Ai" also can be applied in this new era? Tsktsk!

Hate Newspaper

2004-09-06T21:53:00.000+08:00

I still remember an ex-colleague of mine who doesnt read newspaper. So I asked her why... she said it is damn sad reading the news...she said she hate to read about ppl who got killed...accidents... terrorism...too scary for her till she couldnt handle her emotions so she decided not to read them. I used to think that was so naive thinking but until today I was strucked by those words she said. I was in pain and scared reading them and angry too. The russian tragedy.... and then a girl got slit by her boyfriend.

Happy Birthday to Mei Peng & David Ong

2004-09-03T20:55:00.000+08:00

Oh well.. another birthday dedication to Mei Peng & David. Mei Peng was so gone at December lastnight. Im not gonna mention anymore detail or else I wont have any appetide to go out later hehehehe kidding girl. Oh well David's party will be on this 25th... I wonder if he's able to make a "fountain" himself that night LOL.

Another lazy week has passed... without any interesting updates. Cheers! =P

Happy Birthday Lena!!

2004-08-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

Oh well.. should be Happy Belated Birthday to her. It was nice seeing her getting drunk at Zouk lastnight. Hehehe how I wish I had my camera too but guess it was just too troublesm carrying it around.

Hrmm I wonder whats happening right now at the Genting rave.

Singapore most thick skinned

2004-08-26T00:32:00.000+08:00

Salute to this guy! Hahahaha!!! Wanna know why??

Please shut your door close all your windows before clicking the following link:
http://www.stevenlim.net

Fish eye

2004-08-23T23:28:00.000+08:00

Fish Eye

The first time eating with my boyfriend, oh.. I mean ex-boyfriend. I was carrying this smile as I just graduated at that time. A fish, an unknown fish, was the only dish for that day. The fish wasnt moving, my ex-boyfriend served me the fish eye ball and asked "Do you like eating fish eye?". He told me that he loves eating them. When he was young, when ever theres fish his grandma will always serve him the fish eyes without fail. She told him that fish eyes are good for eye sight. But nobody has given him anymore fish eyes ever since his grandma passed away.

"Actually fish eye doesnt taste too good." He smiled and said "Its just the way my grandma pampering me, everytime we eat fish, the fish eye balls will always belongs to me, but from now on, they are all belongs to you." I dont understand, why fish eye balls represent caring. But it doesnt matter to me, since we have to eat fish my ex-boyfriend will always serve me with the fish eye balls and look at me finish them. As time passes, I got used to it and everytime theres fish I'll wait for him to serve the fish eye balls to me.

One cold day during winter, we broke up. My ex-boyfriend already bought a house at the small town we lived in and planning to get married. I cried at that time telling him that I cant. I cant live my whole life in this small town. I dont want this kind of life style. Because Im smart, intelegent, skilled, I dont want to work there forever and become an admin clerk. I want to be succeeded. I want to become a success woman. I want to fullfill my childhood dreams!!

I left cruely without turning my head while my ex-boyfriend was sending me off. I have been working so hard out there for many years. Till one day I had fullfilled my dreams, own a company by my ownself. But love is like a form of lonelyness...I couldnt fall in love anymore. It has been so many years, when ever theres a special occasion dinner, there will be fish. But no one has ever serve me those fish eye balls. Before every dinner ends, I will always stare at those fish eye balls, just like how the fish staring at me.

Finally found an opportunity to retun back to the small town that Ive been living. My ex-boyfriend is already a married man. He invited me to the house that supposed to be ours for dinner. That day his wife cooked a fish. He asked me to sit down, he then served me a potion of the fish and then he served his beloved wife the fish eye ball. For so many years, Ive been through so much pain and hard time but I never drop a single tear. But for that very moment....I cried.

Thanks for reading this, I got this from a friend it was all in chinese so I was trying to translate them. Hope its worth your reading. :)

Got drunk with Pork Noodles

2004-08-22T15:09:00.000+08:00

Just had Pork noodles with my grandma... it was awesome despite that we had to wait for more than half an hour due to long cues. Been eating this pork noodles since I was 8... well what so great about it... just come to SS3 and look for me hehehe.

I had a lil hung over waking up this morning I mean noon. Been drinking alot again thanks to Mark calling me everyday after work. Had a few drunken nights the past 1 week.... Jeff's birthday at Barcode on Tuesday.. and the rest of the nights at Rokaro with Mark, his cousin, Gibson and Ken.

Before met up with Mark last night... I was with the rest of the usual gang at Lala Chong Seafood Restaurant near Subang old aiport. Abby, her friend Andrew, Mei Peng, Wei Liang and I turned up for the seafood fest. It was a crabby meal hehehe coz we had 2 plates of them. Mei Peng ate the most and you should see the pile of junks she left behind. Oh well there are some pictures taken with Wei Liang & Abby's phone. Let see who's gonna post them later. My favourite dish is the Fresh Milk Prawns think I had the most of it. I have this urge to go back just to eat them right here right now :P~

Ooohh back to the pork noodle thingy justnow. There were some cool looking chicks around eating there... wonder why havent I seen them before hahaha. Gonna visit the restaurant more often from now on hahaha!

Singapore Trip Set 2

2004-08-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

Im so lazy to write these days... just enjoying posting pics only. These set 2 pics were being taken with another camera. We had a total of 5 digital cams brought to Sg. The cams were plainly for business trip purposes but who cares. As you know Lena loves taking picture I think she contributed the most... when you said you need to capture something she straight away pop out with her cam infront of you hahaha. Anyway just enjoy the pics... :)

Group picture at Star Bucks Sg

2004-08-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

Dinner at one of the best food court (compare with Malaysia's)

2004-08-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

Ahem...Jessica, Me, Suet Mun & Lena

2004-08-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

Met up with Lena's friend Sim at Asia Bar

2004-08-19T22:05:00.001+08:00

The girls getting hxxny with Zaimi hahaha

2004-08-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

Me getting spooky infront of Singapore museum :P

2004-08-19T22:03:00.000+08:00

Getting up early to visit Sg 7-Eleven HQ with this blurface

Singapore Trip Set 1

2004-08-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

Well here comes the 1st set of my Singapore business trip with my fellow colleagues & friends hehehe. I was using this Hello Bot uploaded these pics but somehow I couldnt upload all pics at one shot so now you are seeing lots of entries with comments below each pictures. Im planning to get web hosting by end of this month then I shall move my albums to a better place and hopefully if Ive got time I'll edit a brand new website of my own again. At the mean time just enjoy the pictures below :)

Arrival at Johor (Jessica, Suet Mun & Lena)

2004-08-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

Sweet Angels... Suet Mun & Lena *COugh* *coUGH* :P

2004-08-18T22:59:00.000+08:00

Stunning pose by Lena :)

2004-08-18T22:58:00.001+08:00

Killer smile by Suet Mun :) Zaimi at the back smiling too :P

2004-08-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

Lena & I at Thai Cuisine

2004-08-18T22:57:00.000+08:00

Me & Suet Mun at Orchard Road

2004-08-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

Me & Kong

2004-08-18T22:55:00.000+08:00

71st floor at Asia Bar Singapore

Guest Blogger - nottigal

2004-08-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

Just added a guest blogger for the 1st time....she wrote the previous entry but never really intro herself coz she wants to be known as annonymous so I shall not unveil her identity. Hehehe this is fun.... :P

nottigal..this picture taken at Hotel Pyramid Tower this morning

Skywalker & Nottigal

2004-08-14T00:29:00.000+08:00

We have known each another for more than 5 years. Skywalker keeps a lot of my secrets and I keep a lot of his secret *wink* Sharing the same room in Pan Pacific KLIA for nearly a month with Skywalker is not a good idea... But anyhow, it was still the start of a wonderful, bitchyful friendship. I'll never forget the incident of Skywalker in the long bathtub soaking himself and relaxing away... but 'tik tik tik' and he opened his eyes and realised that "someone's" underwear or thong, I'm not sure - (that you need to check with him) was directly above his head and the water from that thing or thong was dripping right into his face. Haha... Poor boy! Nevertheless, he's a really really good buddy who was very vain and still is! We also went to Penang, Kuantan and JB together, almost got detained by the Singapore customs and we vowed to kill Ryan if we ever see him again as he put us into so much shite! Those were the days when I was still very thin and very fair... Hai~
For more intimate informations about Skywalker, please contact 1-800-nottigal!

18 years ago

2004-08-14T00:20:00.000+08:00

I just found out that the exact number of years since the last time I visited Singapore...... fuckin 18 years for god sake! Hehehe! Just got back from Singapore today.... now blogging at Jeff's cafe.... lazy to write till I get some pics to post.. yeah again... more pics :P

Trying to add a guest blogger now.... hrmmm

As for now check out ANATTA

Anatta.. she's hot right? hahaha

Need to print this out to let her sign...woohoooo!

Going down south....

2004-08-11T01:26:00.000+08:00

Oh well.. Im going Singapore later in the morning for business trip again. Didnt make it previously while I was at Johor but this time everything has been confirmed. I remembered posting something about the last time I went to Sg when I was 11 or 12 years old something like that.. couldnt remember. Will update more about this when I come back this weekend.

Last weekend was so enjoyable...went to 4 places on Saturday night. Started the night with some old friends at State for dinner.. then straight to Rokaro Pub for some beers and live band. After that went to Passion for Juliet & Shirley's birthday party. Didnt know they have so many chun chick friends :P It was fun seeing Juliet and Shirley pei hahaha. Taken some nice photos using Juliets Cybershot Im still waiting for her to pass to me so I can post their pei face here... JULIET FASTER LAR!!!! Oh well I left Passion at about close to 1am... where else I was heading... of coz to Technicircuit @ Barcode... for Sharon's virgin Gig. I was basically late...but made it on time for her last 15minutes mix. FSKL & Maverick was also spinning for the night. Met almost everyone there.... as most of the people there I met are the people Ive known almost 7 to 8 years... through the wonder of Internet. I was really proud to see Sharon on the decks... I was like "Hey look... thats my friend on the decks and she's cool!" hahaha so cheesy. Anyway Sharon you did great that night! Hugs! Sorry for being late...I'd tried my best to be there already! :) I promised the next one Ill be there 1 day earlier can? hahaha!

K dude... times catching up... only have like 4 hours to sleep. Need to wake up to fucking pack... and to pick up the stupid girl Lena. Hrmm think I better pack now......Ciaoz!

More Sexy Photos - Genting Salem Revelation 2004

2004-08-04T18:09:00.000+08:00

The evidence... the proof... the babes... hehe
Photos stolen from Sharon aka Anatta again! ENJOY!

Fellow reporters of Genting Salem Revelation 2004:
Sharon
Abby
Wei Liang

A quick snap after checking in... bit blur coz too excited :P

I wonder what were they doing

Abby & Sharon striking a pose

The road sign

We took our free polaroid pic here.. its FREE!

Differet view of the Recharge Spa

2 good looking humans LOL!

Shake your bon bon!

Abby, Cris & Sharon getting over excited

Johan Gielen gila

I was checking out their...........

Finally a picture of Mr. Wei Liang with 2 hot chix

Trism with some coffee

Wow leng chai again!

Revelation above 5000ft

2004-08-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

Salem Revelation 2004 was definately the biggest rave so far after millenium... as in the amount of people attended. Estimated almost 20,000 people I guess compare dwith the 1st Kent Elevation which happened 2 years back with 15,000 people and that only had one stage at that time. Futhermore Revelation had 2 huge stages with 14 DJs'.... what else can you ask for.

The journey started off with Wei Liang picking me and the other 2 hot chix Abby & Sharon (I have to say that and u know why) around 1pm that Saturday. Initial plan was to shop 1st b4 going up but last minute Abby said she wanted to sleep more so we didnt pick her instead we went straight to Pyramid for a bite and some clothes. We spent 3 hours at the stupid mall it was suppose to be 2 hours that we planned earlier so we were behind schedule as we need to check in b4 6pm or else Resort Hotel gonna release our room to public. So we left and grab Abby from her place and quickly carry on with our journey to 5000ft above sea level.

We managed to reach the top at 5:30pm and quickly checked in. Weather was so nice i presumed it was 20'c..despite that I never bring any long sleeves accept for Tshirts..I thought I was going to be fine. Anyway we moved in to our room quickly to settle down and lame till dinner time. Wei Liang was showing off his new Sony Ericson's camera capabilities and amazed the hot chix (and u know who) and I was playing with Sharon's Panasonic cam. Well...you'll see some pics later. Then Wei Liang started the drinking session...forcing everyone to drink with him (again) hahaha. About an hour or 2 later middle of highness, Bernard came and join us. We left the room for food went to McD for dinner and realized that Genting has changed alot in terms of their walk way and interior designs. As we walk along the arcade area we found alot of boutiques and shops... it has become like a mall. Anyway after filling up our tummy we headed straight to search for the DJs. It was quite a distance from Resort Hotel to First World Hotel but it was nothing if you use the indoor new walk way.

It was almost 10pm reaching First World Lobby looking at hudreds of people passing by already given me the excitement to walk faster. We never knew the exact location of the place until we walked out of Lobby and found out that it was actually located at the open air carpark.... it was HUGE! Ravers walking towards the event area covered the streets. As we enter the place we found lots of familiar faces and bumped into friends everywhere. We gathered around the so called main area for a while coz I thought the 2nd area its not gonna be as big as this... and probably in the tent or building next to it. So we decided to check that out and what a shock... as we pass by the tent or building we saw a bigger stage and larger space. It was also flooded with people my mind was like "what the fuck!" So we walked straight to the crowd and trying to get as near as we can to the stage. Then I got lost hahaha... out of the group (got distracted 9 9 and u know by what). I didnt matter and dance alone despite some chicks staring me with their sharp eyes ahem*. Well after a while I felt weird so I found the rest within minutes and started hopping.

It was 12am ish I think and the music was getting groovy, more and more beautiful people I found hehehe. Unfortunately the party also brought in some uncivilized horny bastard and not there for the music but for some ass pumping and boobs bouncing. Im not gonna say what race are they and which country they came from. Knocking the girls like nobody's business trying to kau chicks by giving their Sampoerna staring at peoples body. Everyone got annoyed but somehow we couldnt do anything coz it was too crowded. And I noticed the police was aware of the situation as well so I nod at them and they nod back. Minutes later one of them did something which I dunno what happened, 2 policeman grab the bastards head pull him aside to a small tent and God knows what had happened after that. Then only the rest of the bastard started to behave abit. Well they were actually splashing water as well b4 that happened. Anyway... about 1am or 2 Johan Gielen came to the deck..... that was when the real party begins. Several shufflers were also performing on the mini stage around the area. Cris and Jacqueline were dancing with them on the podium also where I met them earlier on. Johan started off with some groovy techno shit... followed by some trance and progressive house. He played a mixture of everything but it was all very uplifting. Oyeah I forgot to mentioned about Kamil... he joined us throughout the whole party at the area. He was like shouting "Johan is damn gila" refering to those hard trance. He also did played some old school cheesy trance where we all familiar with. It was all good... until the horny bastards started their havoc again acting like they are enjoying the music or drunk banging the girls I mean knocking their body towards them. Sharon and Abby were one of the victims whom never give a fuck! LOL! They were like surrounding one of the lady shuffler till a few policemen and undercover have to stand around and just incase anything happen. Sigh* what a turned off which such ppl around.

Fuck didnt noticed that Ive written so much already... with all the broken english but I think can still tahan la. Remember I was saying that I didnt bring any long sleeves...I regret 9 9 after that. It was fucking freezing .. wind was blowing stronger and stronger. Some of us got so tired so we went to the recharge spa which was the chill out area. Freezing ourself outside the spa coz it was already full inside but manage to find chairs to rest. Sharon and Kamil were still inside the crowd but they were at Gabriel's gig situated at the 1st main area. The party ended at 4am... walking back to the hotel was suffering. All of us were over exhausted....till we reached this Chee Cheong Fun. So Bernard Tapau for all of us and the bill came up to fucking RM44.00. The most EXPENSIVE chee cheong fun I ever seen. Really cut throat man!! But that was the only food we found at that time. Reached hotel straight away atelike a donkey... Wei Liang already sleep like a dog coz he went back to the room earlier. I know it is unhealthy sleeping with a full stomach but nobody cares anymore. Bernard went back without staying over night as all the bed were already occupied. And so we slept.

Woke up at 11:30am with no choice coz need to check out at 12pm. And we found out that we didnt have any toothbrush (I'll leave the toothbrush story behind coz Abby is the best person to tell you). After checking out and brushing our teech in the lobby toilets we headed to First World for Lunch. I had the most expensive Claypot noodles at RM10, Wei Liang had a sucky Chicken Rice at RM10 and Sharon's not looking so good Dim Sum at RM24. After eating we lame around the area then Wei Liang suddently bought us tickets to this Ripleys Vault exhibition. At 1st I felt abit fishy when he told me that we have to visit the haunted ripleys area and we had to travel using a lift which looked like an escalator made by wood only to 1st floor. So we did... and reached the entrace led by a man wearing a ghost mask. When we reached the door... that was when the haunting sound freaked the both of the hot chix (u know who) and didnt want to go in. I was like AHHH HAUNTED HOUSE!! Hehehehe! Both of us pull them into the room and the journey was so hillarious. 4 of us and also a dad and a son were in a group... I was basically leading... Sharon hiding herself behind my back grabbing my tits I mean breast with her hands followed by Wei Liang and Abby behind him. The dad and son tag team were behind us. Well we were only given a glow stick for each to walk in the darkness. I was being grabbed the throughout the whole journey with shirt pulling and all sort of actions. I think I got scared not because of the fake ghost effect.. but the screaming of the hot chix (who else). In the middle of the journey there was this man disguised himself as one of the manequin and grab Abby legs that was when she curse in cantonses it was fucking hillarious hehhhee! At one point she even grab a ghost instead of Wei Liang and more cursing ahhahah! After all the grabing and hugging we headed to Ripleys Vault... it was quite cool looking at the pictures and some amazing stories... and also some facts and histories. There was this tunnel, when u walked in u will be surrounded by moving stars nonstop turning around you like a semen truck... we cant even walk straight in there keep on falling one side but the funniest thing is walk way is solid built and never shake once...it was just stars and the effects playing around our mind. It was so damn cool. Wish I could explain better.

Time was already 4pm... I felt abit holding back and didnt wanna leave Genting. Well what to do... we cant just always play and not working hehe. Before we wanted to leave... Wei Liang suggested to go Casino but I didnt bring any colar shirt and didnt want to pay RM30 for a batik so me and Sharon were laming at Star Bucks waiting for Wei Liang and Abby. After less than half an hour looking at Wei Liang's sour face... then we know what happened. He Lost. We left Genting about 5 something... reached PJ about 6 plus and stopped by Ikea for Meat Balls coz requested by Abby. Dinner was good.. the last time I had those were few years back when IKEA was still at 1 Utama. After about 1 hour later we left the place but Abby havent had enough and tapau some roti bakar from Uncle Lim Kopitiam (Wei Liang was like saying... lost money to Uncle Lim now eating at Uncle Lim). About 7pm Wei Liang sent all of us back to our homey... and there it was the most boring and longest entry for my blog so far. Sorry for the powderful english hope you all wont curse at me... trying to explain and let u all visualize it's not my cup of tea. But I always believe in practising...hehe so please bare with it.

OK!! Lets use up all Sharon's bandwidth... steal her pics 1st. Check this out!

This is the 1st main area that we stepped in...taken from hill top

2nd main area... look at those tiny heads

2nd main area stage...Johan Gielen on the decks

The Recharge Spa chill out area

Crowd at Johan Gielen

The man!! Johan!

Melbourne shuffler showing off some beautiful actions

The complimentary pass

MORE PICS coming soon... pics of 4 of us and lots more! STAY TUNE! hehe

I hate Monday...who doesn't

2004-08-02T00:29:00.000+08:00

I HATE MONDAY!!! Knowing that you have to step into the warzone again (as in work) is worrying. You wont know when are you gonna get shot! Anyway.. just got back from Genting few hours ago. Gonna pose more about it when I get the pics from Wei Liang and Sharon. It was really awesome, we stayed over night at Resort Hotel and didnt want to come back hahaha. Well 4 of us Sharon, Abby, Wei Liang and I shared the same room and no we didnt have an orgy :P Salem Revelation was a successful event organised by Pervert Designs. Hope the perverts gonna make it more happening for the next one hehehe. K its late already 12:38am.. dont wanna be late on Monday morning...just enjoy the pics that just modified by me minutes ago.

Meet Miki the Danger Pup! A friend of Danger Mouse!

Some great poses by David Thong before going up to 5000 ft

Woohoooo Im so vain!!!

Roti Segi Empat

2004-07-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

Roti Segi Empat - a plain square Roti Canai being cooked fresh. I realised lots of my friends order this when they want to avoid being served the non fresh Roti Canai which is ready made. Everytime you order Roti Canai what they do is just heat up the ready made ones. Most of the mamaks do cook alot of normal Roti Canais to keep so its easier for them. Have you realised if one day the mamak gonna make alot of Roti Segi Empat just to keep stock due to too many requests hahahaha! Then we have to think of others like Roti Segi Tiga? Roti Panjang? You tell me. :P

Thought of the day you bitch - Part 2

2004-07-23T00:23:00.000+08:00

I finally fell sick on Monday night my body temp was 104F. Remember the not so long ago entry talking about how deppresion made me suffer from chest pain. I think I got sick because of that. Not sure though, coz I felt pain when I actually press my chest when I was having fever. Or it was just coincidence that fever actually brings body aching. Anyway I feel so much better now but still not fully recovered yet.

Finally met up with Mary and Rachel yesterday evening. How I wish I have a camera then so that I can post their so sweet and yummy pictures here hahaha. Glad to see you again Mary... send my regards to your parents *ahem*. Another friend just came back from UK too which is Claudine... she looked so much diferent now with her new extension hair style dont know whats it called...the nigger type. Caught up with her for a movie and met up some of her friends as well. Its nice to catch up with old friends.... nice feeling.

Just got 3 pictures from Jereen.... Im gonna expose them all MUAHahahahAHa. Here are some pics taken during her birthday in Sangria a month ago. Jereen I just have to post it... ;)

Look at the couple! (luckily Darren is not around)

Do you believe if I tell you that they are Kindergarden TEACHERS?

Fancy Gadgets?

2004-07-18T04:07:00.000+08:00

The place where I work a.k.a. office is located right in the middle of all famous shopping centers at the Golden Triangle like Times Square, Low Yat Plaza, Sungei Wang, Bukit Bintang, Imbi Plaza, Lot 10, KL Plaza, Star Hill etc. I always wonder where to eat during lunch time coz there are just plenty of places to look for in all these malls. It's good in a way that I can have variety of food and drinks everyday, but it's also suffering that you have to walk pass all those shops and the next thing you know you've bought something which is not neccesary. Today I'm going to show you the best items I bought so far eversince Ive started working here.

Smallest remote control car that I've ever seen. It cost me about RM25 and it is rechargeble without batteries accept for the remote control that needs 2 AA size batteries. All you need to do is attached the car to the remote control and let it charge for 3 minutes then it can be operated for about 10-15 minutes. Bought it at Times Square forgot which toy shop already... yeah I still visit toy shops. Cool shit

Coolest shirt in the Universe only cost RM75. Flashing neon lights patch on your shirt with variety of designs. This little green Alien is my favourite. You need a small operating box to attached to your shirt where you can actually hide it by slidding into your pants or pockets. It has up to 20 designs of flashing and the operating box required 4 AAA size batteries. Bought this at the new phase of Sungei Wang at the Top floor where you can find Red Box and a Bowling Alley there. The name of the shop is Cool Generation. I dont have the guts to wear this yet so I just hanged it on my rack for display at the moment. But Ah Beng RULES! ;)

Ooh I also bought a pair of new Nike Shoes... which I havent taken the pic yet but lazy la. Think I better tapau back to office during lunch time. This is unhealthy.

Thought of the day you bitch

2004-07-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wonder... why people have to go through shits to be a better person and why some people are just so lucky to get what they want. Then Karma shouldnt exist if thats the case.... Well I wont write this as long as Abby Lu not just because I dont want... coz I cant write. Yes Im chinese educated so what the fuck... my level of English is good enough for you to read. I just wonder why am I so jinxed for so many years. No doubt I got a new job and with a lil luck Ive won the grand total of Euro pool in the office and even got the best company's phone number which ended with 7575 but.. its just so bitter sweet. How should I explain...happiness got tagged along by sadness. Friends always feel the lil sad feeling around me.... even when I smoke.. I feel it...the moment I inhale the smokes I feel pain in the chest not because of smoking too much...its just depress and when I drink, Im down to sorrow. I truely understand what has happened to me...but why am I not doing anything to get away this sadness? Well let me tell you why.... the answer is simple. Sometimes its beyond my control..let just say the right place and the right time that I have to suffer this way.. You will say I'm stupid coz I still have a chance to choose what in life that I need. Chance or choice... at the moment ill pick choice. Once happiness has taken away from you... sadness will always be with you and you'll forget about happiness soon. Even if you found back the happiness... sadness will always be there with happiness. Well Im talking shits here... I dont care if you udnerstand I dont give a fuck. As long as I know what it means to me. Right here right now Im smoking my cigarattes typing all this nonsense just because Im not happy... not happy with what Im writting now.. not happy with who am I... not happy with what people think about me... not happy with the fucking terrorism... not happy with my computer..not happy with the killers and fucking rapists.. not happy because I have to work... not happy because Im not rich... not happy because there are so many fake and bad hearted people out there including some of my friends... not happy of some people that threat you like you dont know anything but they are full of knowledge... not happy because they bitch... not happy because I have to pay bills.... not happy because I dont have enough time to rest... not happy because Im not God.... not happy because the list goes on and on.

OK back to my game. Not happy with my game.

WE WANT YOU!

2004-07-11T15:27:00.000+08:00

WANTED: Looking for Female Graphic Designer with or without experience. Work place at Plaza Berjaya 7-Eleven HQ(opposite Berjaya Times Square). Kindly leave your contact number or what ever which is neccesary. Please prepare your resume and portfolio for reference. URGENT!

I'm giving away puppies as well. Just gave away 2 and still have 3 more puppies. They are not pure breed so dont expect much. The mother of 2 of them is a Spitz and the other 1 is a sausage mix. Any kind hearted people who are interested please leave down your msg. If you would like to see them please let me know. Thanks!

Naked coffee? or naked with alcohol

2004-07-06T21:57:00.000+08:00

Last weekend was fun, Naked Coffee Session at La Bodega Lounge. It was great having bloggers gathered at one place again exchanging their thoughts or shall I say bitch about each another hehe kidding. Reached there late because of Abby (again) hahaha! Didnt notice it has a La Bodega Lounge on top of its restaurant. It was nice and cosy... love it. Once again we are glad to have such sweet organiser who else but Sui Lin to make it a successful event. Cheng Leong and WooKookoo the Kevin also were part of it.... thanks guys! Ok.. Im gonna steal some pics from them now and post here. :P More story please visit Sui Lin's site.. lazy to type kakaka.

Anti-Socialogy

2004-07-03T10:35:00.000+08:00

Just lost my streamyx connection a while ago due to the so called fucking maintenance. Im actually writting this in my notepad.exe so that I will fucking post it right after the recovery of connection. This is the only time I can actually blog... you dont want to know how long I spend for the rest of my free time on Ragnarok. Friends again complaining that Im one of the anti-social activist now hahaha! For the past 1 month I only came out and drank once which was at Rokaro with Mark, Gibson and gang on Monday.
Well at least I will not miss the event tonight that organised by Sui Lin ... the Bloggers gathering. Hopefully to catch up with more friends so that to enlighten my social life once again...LOL!

Just got these pictures from Mei Ping... pics from Bukit Tinggi Rave. Enjoy!

Me and Jessy

Mei Peng and I

Abby, me and Mei Ping

P.S: Almost forgot.... 7-Eleven HQ at Plaza Berjaya is currently looking for 2 Graphic Designers. If anyone of you or your friends are interested please contact me ASAP. Urgent please! My boss said female please.

Exposed

2004-06-26T18:24:00.000+08:00

Im just bored.... feeling abit lonesome and moody on this Saturday evening... no plans... no places to go... or shall I say dont want to go anywhere. Sometimes just wonder is it fate that playing us around or just the coincidence that it happen that way. It doesnt matter fate or coincidence I dont really trust fate... coz when the moment you do something there will be a cause after that. Im not in Matrix but the movie really explained alot. I just dont believe in fate... everything happens because of what we have done from the beginning. But people treat it as fate so that they can feel better... as for me I feel so fucked up now. Dont ask me why and I wont tell you even if you beg me.... hrmm or maybe not... a nice dinner will do perhaps? Tsk!

Oh well... just to ease my boredom abit I decided to post some of my friends at overseas right now that I have been keeping in touch with. Eerrr... mostly all girls ... lol! Here it is...

Dont know the 1st girl... middle Pam and Maddy on the right *Slurp*

My buddy Michelle with her new toy?

Mary and her little lamb...haha!

Maggie loves dog... but dog loves Maggi Mee

I really love posting pictures.. especially all those ppl that I love... Muaks Muaks! Im so gay......

Sleepy

2004-06-20T16:16:00.000+08:00

Time now is 4pm Sunday... I am darn sleepy... was at MMORPG Cafe till 4 and yum cha with Guitarman after that gone home and online till 7am. Gosh... what happen to me??! Thought I could have escape from the so called jet lag since I started working a month ago but yet Im always sleep late during the weekend. Im gonna look horrible on monday morning tommorow.

I was at Johor for few days last week reason being to attend the Regional Meeting. I felt like it was just yesterday didnt realised another week has passed. So damn farking fast... feel that Ive got not enough time for myself to breathe sometimes.

The weekend not so bad at all... went to the finale of Pure White party by invitation only. It was at Times Square one of the pent house... free booze, food and my favourite strawberrys. And bikinis, sexy models and ahem* so on... for the girls there are male models in hot pants... lol... it was quite fun despite the air con not working properly. And the theme...what else but "Lust"

Ive got so much work to do now but all I want is a good afternoon nap and hopefully i can get up b4 dinner. K SLEEP!

A New Life?

2004-06-10T21:49:00.000+08:00

Ive been very bz with my new job eversince started 2 weeks ago. I'm glad that I am coz I feel that I'm alive and kicking again. Looking back at the past realised that Ive done nothing for myself and achieve nothing and living like a zombie without any aim. At least I have one now.... to stay as long as I can in this best company that I ever work for. Facing new challeges and trying to adapt in this new environment and keeping myself busy at all times. Just hope everything goes well... maybe forever..abit greedy here hehehe.

Just register my new passport this morning. Gonna attend a regional meeting at Johor next week as well as Singapore for some observation. As I recall the last time I went to Sg was way back when I was 10 years old.......

Jeffrey and Barry are very busy working at their new cybercafe which is gonna open very soon maybe next week at SS2. Maybe I'll visit them tomorrow... check out the new PC that just arrived. Its gonna be MMORPG-ONLINE CYBER CAFE. Do check out this site done by Jeffrey OUTCAST at MMORPG-ONLINE

RAGNAROK!!!! Yeah Im still playing the game lol! You can call me a kid but I dont care hahaha! This is my character...a Monk!

Gonna show you some toys again down here... my complete collection of BB DAMAN BOMBERMAN!!!

Very nice pose.....ahem!

Me and my new toy

2004-06-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

Been playing around with my new toy for a few days already. Here are some of the hot pics to show you hehehe... Loafer says "OMG SO GAY!!!"

My new webcam

Just woke up in the morning

nahhh

Did this a few years back

My MOS tag from my winter jacket

Patrick smokes a lot

Keroppi lamp RM10.90 selling at 7 Eleven

BOMBERMAN!!!! Blue Bom selling RM2.90 at 7 Eleven

HAHAHAHA! Im bored.........

USB or Webcam Problem?

2004-05-31T14:35:00.000+08:00

I'm mad...real mad. My comp has been giving me problems again. The USB port seems to be malfunctioning or maybe it's my new webcam. Everytime I plug my webcam into the USB port the Windows warning will come out and it says "Power surge on Hub Port" What the fuck is that?! Written down there "The USB device has exceeded the power limit blablabla" So I click on it and found out that the USB port detected an Unknown USB Device and asking me to unplug and reset the port. Ive tried a trillion times but it just keep on popping the same msg. So I called everyone and seems like Im the only one having this problem. Until this morning I called Joseph(Shonentai) and he said I might be using old USB ports. The old version is 1.1 but the new one its already 2.0. That make sense to me coz my Logitech webcam retail box written as USB version 2.0. Well I do hope its my USB problem and not my cam.

So guys, if you know anything about this and any solution please leave your comments here. The comp desperately needed to be fixed. Thank you.

The Day After Tomorrow

2004-05-29T18:37:00.000+08:00

Incident 1
I SMS'ed Sharon with this text sms "We are going to watch the movie the day after tomorrow...tonight at 11:45am wanna come?" She didnt reply then I called her on the phone. I asked"Are you coming with us tonight for the movie?" She replied"I thought you said watching the day after tomorrow? What about tonight?" I said"Yeah we are watching the day after tomorrow at 11:45pm" She asked"Then what's on tonight?" Then I pause for a while and laughed, found out that she didnt know about the movie called The Day After Tommorow. I was really laughing out loud. Get the joke?

Incident 2
After watching The Day After Tomorrow on the day after tomorrow. An unusual heavy storm hit KL and PJ areas. The sky 1st turned dark at 4pm and it looked like already 7 or 8pm. Rain falls, superbolt thunder lightning and heavy wind blow at 5pm. Trees fallen and several car accidents were reported. I called Jeffrey straight and yell at him "I THINK IT'S COMING!" as I recalled we were jokingly saying that the storm will hit us soon when we were watching the movie the previous night. And what a coincidence the storm did looked like the one we saw on the big screen hehe. Go watch it then you'll know what Im sayin here.

OK BACK TO MY GAME!! TATA!!

Addiction Part2

2004-05-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

I TOLD YOU!!!! IM ADDICTED TO ONLINE GAMESS!! No time to even update but just play games only hahaha! Just got my account reloaded with 2 months play time. What the fuck is Ragnarok?? Lazy to describe go check for yourself http://ragnarokonline.com

Oh well just started working permanently ...1st day of work was so farking boring. Where am I now?? 7 Eleven...not the retail outlet but at HQ BGI Building. Have to thank Lena for telling me about the vacancy given me such opportunity to work under Berjaya Group. So peeps... you guys wont be seeing me so often on MSN anything just email me or give me a buzz. Ok lar.. lazy to update... play game 1st :P